I really need to rethink on a so called close friend I keep. keep giving me more hurt than help. Everytime I talk to that person, I always get scolded “fuck you” or whatnot… Ever since this friend met a new person, thisfriend changed. Some parts became better, but other more negative aspects became much much more amplified. I hate myself for opening up to such a friend, who is just currently ignoring me. Always accusing me of running away, when this friend is the one that is running away from the problems that she’s caused in my life..
